Thursday, June 30, 2011

First day

Okay, this is my first time blogging EVER! Sorry.

So I'm an 18 year old girl and have had the same girlfriend, we'll call her Evie, for almost two years. I love her dearly and she's the best thing in my life. She's saved me from myself more than once, which is huge cause I'm not nice to myself at all. Well, she has a friend, let's call him Dick, who has been her friend for as long as we've been dating. All this time she's been referring to him as her "fictional boyfriend" and they do couple stuff like hold hands and call each other pet names. Can you see where I'm already uneasy? What didn't help this at all is last summer we all, as in Dick, Evie, and I, were at the house she stays at while the owners are on vacation. We went downstairs to get food and I start heading up first. When I notice that they aren't following I go back down to see what's taking them. Now at this point I'm not entirely sure what I saw but I do know that Evie was walking back and not looking at me. I didn't see what Dick's expression was, I was focused on Evie.

So now that you know the issue I would like to know what to do! I am aware that I have to talk to her about this but I'm not sure how to bring it up. Or how to handle it if it goes south. Someone wanna help me? I'm at my wits end and it's eating me alive having this on my chest.

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